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Broken hearts float past on dreary skies What once we had now torn asunder Forgotten, or merely cast aside I wonder, Do you ever think of me Alas, such a twisted fate For you to claim my salvation Once more we return To simple strangers on an afternoon

Depression is a bad nightmare If you could only scream you could be saved But every time you open your mouth you have no voice This void fills and fills and fills you to the brim Forever stretched until you break A meager word capable of sending you tumbling back down Shattering all the progress you worked so hard for It’s all in your head they say It’s just in your head But you see the issue is So am I This prison in my head is what a supermax wishes to be Impenetrable personal hell The only way out is through but how can I go through when a simple thought fills my lungs with dread I’ve been drowning for years on your words It’s not just a battle, it’s a never ending war One that leaves no prisoners Depression is a silent stalker in the background Always lurking in the shadows A chokehold against opportunity This disgraceful monster taints all it touches Spreading its malice through my brain For nigh upon a decade I’ve lived with this demon on my shoulder Clawing away at my flesh

In the midst of humanity one realizes how absolute solitude is This never ending curse drains at my soul Bleeding out memories on a blank page I cried out all my tears on you, my dear The traitor to my faith How much was it you, or how much did I let you stain We all die alone, solitude is the one truth of this cruel world On Christmas Eve I learned the harsh reality When you left me alone in this world It was quick and painless Or so they say But shit dear, I’d swear this pain would swallow me whole The longing for a taste of steel Drip my tears out my wrist once more How do you cope with absolute loss The emptiness will haunt you Waiting behind every corner, every white sheet How does one maintain faith when solitude is all that remains My dear I fear I’ll see you again